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经典重译之股票大作手回忆录(288)，原文(318): As I studied the problem I saw that it wasn't a case that called for reading the tape but for reading my own self．I quite cold-bloodedly reached the conclusion that I would never be able to accomplish anything useful so long as I was worried，and it was equally plain that I should be worried so long as I owed money． I mean，as long as any creditor had the power to vex me or to interfere with my coming back by insisting upon being paid before I could get a decent stake together．This was all so obviously true that I said to myself，“I must go through bankruptcy．”What else could relieve my mind？ It sounds both easy and sensible，doesn't it？But it was more than unpleasant，I can tell you．I hated to do it．I hated to put myself in a position to be misunderstood or misjudged．I myself never cared much for money．I never thought enough of it to consider it worth while lying for． But I knew that everybody didn't feel that way．Of course I also knew that if I got on my feet again I'd pay everybody off，for the obligation remained．But unless I was able to trade in the old way I'd never be able to pay back that million． I nerved myself and went to see my creditors．It was a mighty difficult thing for me to do，for all that most of them were personal friends or old acquaintances．其他版本译文(318): 我细心分析了炒股的问题，知道我需要做的是更加了解自己，而不是去研究股市行情。我沉着分析后明白：只要我一直担心，就不会有所作为，可显而易见的是，只要我欠着别人的账，就必定会心中忧虑。我说的意思是，只要那些曾借钱给我的人来找我的麻烦，或者逼我在取得足够的本钱之前就还他们钱，我就会这样。所以我就只能对自己说：“去办破产手续吧。”除此之外，我心里面的不快怎样才能消除呢？这些听起来很容易，也很合理，是吧？但是，这么做就不光是令人不痛快了，我可以这样说，我痛恨那样做，痛恨让自己身处被人误解的处境。我个人没有看重过钱，从来没觉得要为了钱去说谎。可我明白，并非谁都会像我一样想问题。当然我同时也知道，如果状况变得好一点儿，我就会赶紧还钱，因为那种义务仍然存在。可我要是不用原来的方式交易，就丝毫没有还清100万的可能。我鼓足勇气，去找债主。这是一件于我而言非常困难的事情，那些人大多是我的多年好友。我的译文(318): 随着我对这个问题的探究，我发现这不是能否正确解读行情纸带的事儿，而是得认清我自身的状态。就这样，我非常冷静客观的触及了问题的本质：只要我还处于焦虑之中，我就啥事儿也做不成，而由此很明显就能导出一个结论:只要我还是债台高筑，我就无法摆脱这种焦虑。我的意思是，如果我不申请破产，我所有的债主都有权像那俩人一样，狗皮膏药一样的缠着我，随时要求我还债，我根本就无法攒下一笔像样的本金，我的交易规模永远也没法扩大，那些债务终究也还是还不上，这一点不难看出来吧，除了申请破产，焦虑的问题无法解决，我也无法心无旁骛的专注于交易本身。” 可说着容易做着难，不是吗？但是长痛不如短痛，可以跟你讲，这绝非我本意，我也不想这么干，我也不想被人误解或冤枉，我这个人关注的重点从来不在钱上(译者注:我理解他这里的意思是: 他更在乎他对市场的判断是否正确，因为前文他说过，挣到更多的钱，只是说明对市场的判断更正确)，也从来不认为值得为了钱而去撒谎。但我明白不是所有人都这么想，当然我自己清楚，如果我能重回正轨，我会把钱还给每个人的，因为我是一个负责的人，我这么做的初衷并不是想赖账。可除非能像以前那样开展交易，不然我永远也还不上这一百万。我硬着头皮去见我的债主们。这对我来说真的太难为情了，因为他们大多是我的私交好友或老熟人。引用依据： 1. Edwin Lefèvre: Reminiscences of a Stock Operator 2. 《股票大作手回忆录》（[美] 埃德温·勒菲弗著，汤前燕译）上一集:

新勋章get！🎉现在简直比中奖还让人兴奋哈哈～这一刻超有成就感！！好奇大家都搞到了多少勋章，最想要哪个勋章？